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It was
spring, 1959, between midnight and dawn. I was copiloting a flight from
Cuba to Puerto Rico. The pilot was aft, asleep in a bunk, and the flight
engineer, beside me in the cockpit, dozed away a long day of delays. Four
engines rumbled methodically. All through the cockpit, the instrument
lights were turned low, so only a dim red haze marked the face of each,
while beyond the aircraft, the stars and a slice of waning moon shone
more brightly. Sixty miles north of the Dominican highlands we entered
an area of tropical thunderstorms. Immense cumulonimbus, many miles in
diameter, built upward to 50,000 feet -- three times the altitude of the
aircraft. I moved us as a snake through the clear air among them, skirting
the edge of a towering rampart, or sliding beneath the blown turban of
an anvilled top. The storms were alive with electricity. Lightning sliced
through their vitals, branching into a hundred jagged streaks that turned
the churning cloud incandescent with fire. From every quarter the storms
flashed noislessly, and the sky twinkled like a garden hung with paper
lanterns. Suddenly, I was pulled from the aircraft and joined to the dancing
energies beyond it. I seemed to hover above the night itself, for great
storm cells stood tall beneath me, and the airplane, like a tiny silver
gnat at my knee, flew between them.
My mind
blinked like a strobe. I was simultaneously in the cockpit and far above
it. The magic of the night sucked me into itself, and my heart pumped
a fountain of luminescence. Lightning spewed from my nowhere-existing,
all-seeing eyes, and reached like slow-growing roots for the grounding
sea below. The sky was tangibly alive, wise with wordless intelligence
and traces of forgotten sentience. Everywhere I looked, it was beyond
and below me, above and within me, for I was the field of night resplendent
with jewels.
Back
in the aircraft, I felt the field contract and reverse itself, until I
was again contained in my body looking out at what I had just been. Strange
energies pulsed from my stomach and surged though my chest, until I was
awash with sensuous joys, throbbing with astonishments. I was panting
slightly. My forehead was damp. My eyes stared at my hands that in the
shadows, seemed to be staring back...
©
David Anirman 1979 excerpted from 'Sky Cloud Mountain'
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